Happiness

Happiness is when I’m so hungry but when I check my drawer there is no food left. What’s left is only a cream cracker plastic because I’m too lazy to throw it away and I think it’s been 2 weeks since I ate it. I want to throw it away but then when I grab the plastic there is a piece left. Yes!

Happiness is when I’m able to help strangers. I tried my best to help them even though I’m so busy with my work.

Happiness is when a guy from my workplace asked for my number. I gave to him. He message me right away. What a gentlemen he is. I found it rare to meet a real gentleman nowadays. The guy who is honest like this caught my attention. I still remember last month I gave a hint to a guy that I liked him. He didn’t do anything. I’m so pissed off. If he doesn’t want me, just say it to my face. Don’t give me hope.

Happiness is when my colleague willing to walked so that they could visit me at my cubic.

Kind Hearted People

Been pretty busy. I never thought working as a Safety and health personnel could be this tough.
Lately my task is to manage the fire extinguisher  where by I have to do inspection on it. Tagging it. For the 3 plants.

Went to the store to change the empty fire extinguisher and change to the new one.

The workers already wrapped the 29 fire extinguisher on the wood plank.

So imagine. I have to walk bringing maximum 2 fire extinguisher at one time. That could be 20KG.

Then the staff look at me and ask if they could help me. Thank God I'm able to finish it up.

Never thought those people still exist.

Emptiness and Loneliness

Being alone is the thing that I hate the most. I felt so lonely and empty now. It's killing me. I know this feeling will subside but going through this now, it's break my heart.

Imagine how close I am with this women called Zura and now she left. After 3 months working together. She's my partner in crime. I'm so sad. There's no words can describe how I felt right now but all I can say is that I feel so empty.

Still remember my boss?

One of the practical trainee is going to end her 3 months duration. Boss asked me where is a great place to eat? I'm like What??So he actually want to show his appreciation towards the trainee and he's going to treat us tomorrow.

In my eyes he is still the Crazy Boss but from today I realized that he have this soft spot in his heart.

Dream

I know I shouldn't believe in dreams. I just want to recall back.
I dreamt of jumping from a high rise building. In the dream, I'm so happy because I finally overcome my fear of height.

Whatever

Tuesday

Mom and I fought about breakfast. Mom cooked instant noodle with an egg. I hate it because the strong smell of the egg. At the end, mum make me a new instant noodle with a fried egg. Mum end up eating the first one.

Dad still talking about the benefits of vitamins. Dad asked me if I could do all the exercise for my new job offer. It's related with Fire Services. I have to be fit enough to pass the fitness test. Dad is surprised when I told him I cant do pumping.

Oh well

My Monday

Good Morning, peeps..

Woke up to the loud bang on my door. Oh,it's Monday and that means I've to go to work. Eat breakfast, talk to mum,dad and bro as well as micky the cat.
Since I don't drive, my dad need to drive me to work as well pick me up. I am too lazy to cook,so my mom have to wake up early in the morning to prepare my breakfast as well as my lunch. Mom have to rush so I could go to the office 7.30am sharp. Love you mum.

On my way to the office, dad keep asking if I already take my supplements with a reminder that Vitamin C should've be taken on empty stomach as it will cause a gastric. My  dad is not a doctor but he's really concern about the family's health.

Arrived at the office 7.41am.Thank you dad for never failed to send me on time each day.

As soon as I arrived on my cubic, I noticed a cup of  coffee that's been on the table since Saturday. Ah, why am I like this? I'm not sure.

Now, I should do my work instead of doing stuff online but here I am. Blogging. Tweeting.

Monday, I don't have Monday blues.