It's over TT

I mean my 2 and 7 months diploma course. It has just ended on last Saturday. Last Saturday is my final exam for Risk Assessment paper in the morning session and quiz on the evening session. Why quiz? It is because for this final semester, there is no presentation due to time constraints. Yeah, just imagine how much time will it take for over 40 students in my batch to finish up all the presentation when the duration for this semester is only 1month plus.

I don't know how about you guys but for me, after my final semester ended I just feeling pretty sad. There will be no classes to attend, no presentation, no last minute doing assignment and no exam. I somehow, want to be a College Student again. I do complained in my past post about how hectic it is or how bored I am, but that was during that moment. Now, I do miss being a College Student. I want to learn more.

Being a student means that I am allowed to do mistakes as it is time for me to learn. Now, I am doing my industrial training and mistake is still allowed but later when I am working, mistake won't be acceptable. I don't know but I feels like I'm not ready yet to be a "working women".

My brother said that he too, miss our College Life. See? My brother also feels the same. I'm glad that both of us are doing well. 


What's left? The convocation that will be held on the end of this year.

The first meeting that I've attended. This is for contractors for PCSB and this monthly meeting will basically discuss about HSE matters.

The Papers

Safe Work Procedure paper:

 Didn't do well. The question looked so EASY, but I find it hard to recall it. I cannot remember everything I've learnt but I'm glad I can always rely on my logical side. I answered it all based on my logic understanding. 

Emergency Response Planning: 

Yay!Am done with it just few hours ago. I'm glad I did much better than yesterday but there are some  of the little things that I cannot remember. Nevermind, as long as I can answer all question. It's a habit to never leave a blank space in the paper. Mum said "as long as you answered everything eventhough it's not a right answer but at least you're trying your best."

2 done, 3 to go~

Wish me luck

...for my finals, okay? I'm going to start doing revision today. Exam is tomorrow( Monday) and I suddenly have the mood to study :). During study week, what did I do? I do NOTHING except sleeping,eating,sleeping,eating...during the entire time. I don't know why but seems like my mind and body still tired from the hectic schedule in College( excuses?;p) Also, the weather is helping me too during my hibernation because it is raining everyday and during the night it's even colder ( raining during I'm typing)

So, that's what my activity. I also didn't have the mojo to blogging but when it comes watching korean dramas, I have the mood. 

Note to self: Good luck with the exam and all the best. (Aiming 4.00 this semester (;)

3 weeks to go..

before the end of my 6th Semester. This 3 weeks is the most important time left for me to change my exam result. I'm going to start my revision starting today. It's not going to be easy considering the fact that I have 5 subjects this semester. Safe Work Procedure, Emergency Response Plan, Office English, Machinery Safety and Occupational Stress please be good to me :D I'm not going to do the last minute revision anymore like what I used to do for the 5 Semesters. Although I passed with flying colours in my finals but I'm not really happy with it. It's not that I'm not grateful with that, I find it a blessing from God. It's just that I think that the cramming is not a good thing. I have been thinking a lot lately. What is the purpose of taking my Diploma in Safety and Health? Am I just want to pass the exam or it's because of the education itself( knowledge) ? I promise myself that I'm going to achieve both. I'm going to have a good result in my finals. Also, to obtain an appropriate knowledge and an adequate education for my safety and health industry. I want to be a competent Safety and Health Officer. 

I'm feeling slightly relaxed~

Just submit 2 of my assignments today. In 2 weeks time, I will have 2 presentation. I can't wait to go back home.

Today, I will go to the Bintang Plaza to finish off my book voucher.

Since I have no assignment left, I will spending my time by watching all the k pop thingy again. I know the exploration of the human body ( Super Junior) is kinda old but I never watch it before and I still find it interesting. My college classmates and I have been exchanging the films and the Korean variety show. It is fun but beware of the virus okay. Externals/ hard discs is parked on my table today while I'm in class. Next week, there is still one externals left. That's how the student getting the latest film. 

My last minute solution

I'm so depressed. Yeah, it's the last minute assignment and the presentation again. For the 6th semester I'm still doing the same habit. I'm glad actually to do this last minute actually because when I will do it with a full concentration and I can do it much better. I know this is weird but I like it. This is my way to survive for the past 5 semester and I survived okay!hahaa.Considered my lucky.

btw, I'm so stress today and I'm splashed it to one of my classmate. I hate it when she's loud in the library when I really need to focus. I hate the fact that I did it to her. Haish

I have 3 presentations and 2 assignments to go. The due date is on this Friday and I have 4 days to do both of the assignments.

Why I didn't start to move my arse off this chair and start to do it??
I'm in the lazy mode okay.
I'm not in the mood to do it.
Oh well. When will I have the mood?
I don't know and I'm not sure yet.

I have to do 1 presentation this Wednesday and I still didn't prepare anything. I haven't start searching for the material too.

I'm so gonna die!TT

The Mr. KnowItALL

During my presentation last night, I mean while I was presenting, there is this man@ sissy man who've seated at the front seat of the class. It is the closest seat from where I've stand during the whole time of presentation.

While I delivering my words, this Mr.KnowItALL   suddenly laugh and you could see the smirk on his face. Luckily, I was too pre- occupied with my presentation that it didn't have much effect on me.

Funny, how Mr. KnowItALL , who I thought is a good guy before, could turn out to be a *monkey*
It's weird.
Eventhough you're jealous with what I've achieved you shouldn't do that!
Eventhough you hate me, you shouldn't disturb me on that moment!

I don't know someone who're so "genius" like you could turned to someone who's low as the monkey.
You want to ruined my presentation and messed it up?

Sorry.
I'm not going to let you do so!

Time is ticking..

..time is ticking, TICKING.

Have you ever been in this situation where 24 hours seems not enough. I don't know why I felt so but it's just that to even ironing my laundry, I think it will waste my precious time. I even deducted my sleep duration because of this feeling.

Now, I'm studying and reading all of the book for my presentation tomorrow which is the Safe Work Procedure. On Tuesday, I will have another presentation, which is the Office English. Wish me luck for both of my presentations this week. It's my final year so I will do my best but at the same time, I'm not going to put too much burden for myself because at the end it will always me who'll be depressed.

Take care,you.

Insulted in a good way and...

...it's pretty good for myself too.

Last Wednesday, I've attended my Occupational Stress and the class was just fine until suddenly the lecturer asked something to "us". He asked about the past lesson or the past semester matters and how on earth I cannot even answered him. I'm ashamed that I cannot even lift my head during the whole time. The lecturer frequently reminded the whole class that we're the final year students who're going to graduate this year and going to be release in the work environment next year.

I'm ashamed about the fact that I am the final year student, who didn't remember about the past 2 years lessons. I'm ashamed that I'm going to graduate this year yet I feel like my education level is not up to that "standard/ level" yet. I'm going to study like there's no tomorrow and keep learning.

I'm currently on my 6th semester and I only have 1 semester left. I'm going to look at the first semester lecture's notes and start to learn everything back again.

p/s Wish me luck (:

Those Eyes...

..that was glaring at me while I was laughing with my new friends. Funny, is it jealousy? So funny. Why they didn't become friendly themselves? Why need to look at me with that eyes? Never mind, it's Lent anyway and it's not my eyes who've judging me.


P/s That person doesn't deserve my attention. Me, on the other hand deserve better :))

My 6th Semester

How is it going?

As you know, I really hate group assignment especially when your group members didn't even care about the assignment. Where you got the law, the group leader supposed to the all the work and the members got the marks. Free marks they got without doing anything. I'm tired. I'm tired doing it alone. I don't know where should I share the burden? Should I share it to the group members who doesn't even give a fuck about the assignment?

Too much to think yet very little sleep....

and it makes me so CRANKY. Thinking on how should  I done my group assignment that supposed to be a 4 person effort alone. This is why I really hate group assignment.

Feeling so down today. Didn't talk much like usual. Frustrated with myself actually because I'mm just making myself look so unfriendly. I should at least talk to this few new people in my College but I didn't do it. Sigh. Maybe it's because of my mood.

Okay, let's go to the bright side. Today, I've passed up my safe work procedure assignment and feeling so relieved. The burden at my shoulder seems reducing itself. I'm happy. Really happy. So, basically for this 6th Semester I have 4 more assignments to go.

Thinking of my parents and my little baby too, my kitten, Micky. Haish. Homesickness. Also thinking about money too. How I wish I can work now so that I can support my family and give my parents a much better life. It's not that I'm really ungrateful about my current life, it's just that I want to pay my parents for what they've done. Really, I'm going to get a job and support them financially.

Haven't sleeping for 1 day already and I think I should sleep now so my mood going to be better.

Good night~

Multitasking

It's 02:31 am and my eyes still didn't show any sign of tiredness yet even after many  hours infront of my lappy.

Just now,someone just cook and there's another one. I could hear it all because my room is the nearest with the kitchen. I could hear the housemates bursting into laughing while they're playing game. It's like weird you know. Maybe this is the normal student's schedule. I'm happy because now, I find other people who's really have the same sleeping pattern as me and I think I'm normal too. It's hard to find someone who's sleeping at 8am and wake up at 3pm. Here, I found them.


Watching the korean drama here and doing my assignment as well as facebooking. Multitasking enough?:)

Lappy is getting better...

....and I'm pretty happy because that's mean I can do my assignment. Sadly, after the reformatting last time, I cannot have an access to the Microsoft Word.

At least I can have my enterainment back. I can online, watching korean drama and reading all my e-book.

My assignment? Gonna borrow someone lappy. I hope someone is willing to lend their lappy for me.

I'm Back To....

...normal, I guess?!



Arranging some folders that have been ignored for almost 1 month already. Suddenly, I feels like I have to start doing my assignment. For 2 assignments, I only have 1 week left, 2 other assignment, I have 1 month to go and there's one assignment that haven't given. To tell you the truth, I never do my assignment 1 week earlier like my attempt this semester. I don't know, it suddenly hit me. I should change. To the better of course. So, the 2 assignments going to be my priority this week.


Yeah! The old me is back! The old "Nerd and Proud" has come back. To add to that, the perfectionist and organizing self too has back.


So, hello to old self. Nice to meet you.

Imma going back home on Sunday

Fifth semester finally over with the last paper. One more semester + practical to go. 


Seems like everything happens so fast.


Now, I'm only one step closer for my graduation day but still I have so many things to be done.


Today's paper which is the Safety Training is just so and so. I didn't managed to answer the questions especially the essay. I don't know and I don't care because I'm so looking forward for my holiday. 


Gonna spent the whole month with my family. Thinking to add 2 weeks on my own holidays so that I can spent my CNY with my family. 


Just wait and see. 

I'm going absolutely insane and nobody has notice..

...except my Bro. Not really insane but almost. I've been doing my assignment for 2 days in a row. I didn't have time to take a bath. I didn't even realize that I've been wearing the same clothes for 2 days. Why? I'm doing my last minute assignment so that's why. My lecturer gave me this assignment 1 month ago and I didn't even do anything during that looooonnnnnggg time but due to my procrastination behaviour, this thing happened. This 2 weeks will be the presentation week which is almost the stressing week for me since I'm not really good in communicating. I mean, I'm not good when talking in front of people. In my class, I have 45 classmate plus the lecturer,make it 46. I'm pretty nervous eventho it's my 5th semester already. 1 more semester to go. That's mean I only need to do 1 presentation to go next semester. YAY!!

~I wonder how I do it. I mean how I do I survive in my past 5 semester presentation ;(

 

I'm Sorry for being a Professional Procrastinator

I am. I'm pretty sure I am. For my 5th semester for my diploma, I'm still using this method.I liked it actually. Actually, I have only 4 days to finish up all my assignments and presentation slides as I am the group leader.I have 4 assignments and presentation slide to go. Do I regretting it now?No, I don't.Am I nuts?No,I'm not.It's just that I liked to do last minutes thingy. I've tried to do it as soon as possible when my lecturers are giving it to me LAST SEMESTER but sadly I only do it halfway. So, if I doing it like this,I mean on my way I can finish it up for 2 days only. Strangely enough? I think I can only do things well when I'm tensed.

Am Bored

 I know, I should start doing my revision right now since it's a study week this week but seems like I still don't have the urge to do so. Actually, Imma start doing my revision today but I ended up doing a spring cleaning for my room and the moment I want to study, I'm feeling tired already.  So, I think I'm going to start tomorrow. No procrastination.

I ended up browsing though this quiz and I did it just for fun before Imma off to bed. Can you spot the "blue words?" I think it's reflects on myself a bit ;)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

 

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

 

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

 

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

 

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

 

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

 

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

 

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

 

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx