Sunday, January 23, 2011

Too Honest?

Sunday is my favorite day because I don't need to set my alarm to wake up at 6am like usually..I can wake up as late as I want..but suddenly,at 7am I was woke up already due to the loud music played by my housemate..I was so angry..he don't even considered other people before playing his rock music..Then,I go to his room and yell at him..I even ask him to use his mind properly..and I closed my door as hard as I can..He might be feeling scared because I never heard any sounds from his room anymore..and FYI,I never talked to this guy before because he just moved into our house last week..I was the most quietest people in our house but to see me turned out to be like a tiger today must freaking him out..

My brother who happen to heard about this,feeling unhappy..He said I don't need to yelling at him that way..but I don't know..I was just too mad..Later,I found out that he is actually a member of a SUZURAN..I was like,WHATTT???frankly speaking,I'm scared..I'm scared if he will do something to me and now I'm going to apologize to him for my rudeness..

Just now my brother scold me again for my honest words to my other housemate..and he looked like hurts by my words..I don't know what else should I do..I even scold my brother back..But thinking about it back,I knew it's my fault..I'm too stubborn with my honesty..

I used to be to honest..I spit out whatever I felt in my head..My friends said that I'm way too honest and I hurt people's feeling..I have no idea unless someone's remind me..I like people been 100% honest weather it's something I like or not..

What I learned today and from my experience of hurting people for my honesty is devastating and there is nothing gained from it in any way..My exact words are it's best to be honest, but being rude for the sake of honesty isn't appreciated. I will try my best to be honest but I'll layer it with positives or compliments..that will received better I guess?

Monday, January 17, 2011

Time is ticking..

Yeah,today is my 2 week after my school holiday was over..last week is the unbearable time for me because I've been having a HOMESICKNESS after being home for a holiday for almost 1 month...I've been crying for almost 1week..been missing my family,my pets and even my mum home cooked meal..It really hits me well..and this is not the first time I'm having a HOMESICKNESS..It's been a several time..I think I really need to be strong...
Now,after been back to college for 2 weeks,I feels nothing..I mean,it not like I've been completely forgetting my family but the HOMESICKNESS is almost gone..there's just a time where I wondering what my mum and dad been doing at home,what  they eat and etc...
So,those people who's been experiencing a HOMESICKNESS, I tell you...What we need is to be strong!
How to be strong?Just live with it with a positive mindset like 'I will be back soon, so there's no point to be crying like this..' or 'I still can keep in touch with my family,what the point of having such a great social network like twitter,Skye,Facebook,Yahoo messenger and many more'...
Just be POSITIVE!!
Okay,time is ticking..I'm off to college soon..Today's subject is Fire Safety and I don't have any idea what is this subject all about..I don't know what to expect but I will try my best to score an A in this subject also with my 5 other subjects..So,bye for now...

Sunday, January 16, 2011

College Life

It's just been 5 days since I come back to college from the mid term break...
And I already feels so tired!!
I got 6 subjects,2 more assignment at this moment!!I know there will be more later..
What else I can expect?
This is College life and of course it's tiring and boring for me..
I know college life should be more exciting but not for me..except the funny lecturer(only some of them)
 I remembered this story that been told by my lecturer last Tuesday..
He used to be working at the OFFSHORE and he said that he's lucky to be a bachelor during that time..
He said that he and his friend always goes to the pub nearby if they happened to be on shore..
You know what I mean?
Even the married men also go with them to the pub and this is the problem!
They used to have sex with the prostitute without been aware about what will happen next..
They only regretting thing after they had been diagnosed with AIDS...
 Then after going back home,sleep with their wife and pass it to their wife
So,this is it..I'm scared after heard this story..
I'm scared to be in love with someone who worked offshore..
I know this is stupid but why not?
People's change and no matter how good they are, isn't mean that they can't resist desire to have sex?
They have no choice but to do it even if the women is not their wife.Man?It's hard to resist right?

Okay..That it for now..will be back soon..
p/s need to finish off my assignment first...

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Arghhhh...cravings!! craving for Roti canai and Bak kut Teh...Yeah, we can get this food every where but seems like it still cannot beat the one in my home town..

♥about me ♥

First impression? Cold. Once you know me? Crazily loud!! Yup. Somehow (although i have no idea why, I’m such a friendly person!) Even though most people see me as unapproachable, unfriendly and just, plain, ice cold. Well maybe that’s if you are so unlucky to have meet me on my “bad mood days” :P

I am a medium average kind of person. Not fat, not skinny...Nothing to excess, nothing not enough.Not obsessed, addicted or anything. I'm neither outgoing nor shy, but a little of both, depending on my mood, depending on the occasion. I never overdo anything and enjoy most things I do..I'm seldom bored and rarely whine.

I'm pretty, not stunning, not ugly; don't expect too much, am never too disappointed.
I'm never overwhelmed or under it either; just nicely whelmed.
Nothing spectacular but sometimes special..

I admit I don’t exactly LOVEEE meeting new people, but that’s just cause I’m a shy person! I never approach new people first unless if I really- really need to..

I talk.shout.laugh. loudly. VERY loudly. Shouldn’t control our true feelings and emotion, right?

Likes: Ribena, chocolates, FOODS, ice-creams, DOGS, CATS, midnights, family outing, shopping, laugh, drawing doodling, photography, cooking, travelling, babbling on the phone, blogging,  people who smells good, getting intoxicated, movies, sleeping, the smell when you light a match, getting all dolled up,  beaches, smell of baby powder, the smell of new cars and K pop.

Dislikes: body odour, seafood (especially fish), bitter gourd, sun, sweating, attention, back stabbers, annoying people, waiting, beer, discrimination, ice breaking activities, children, repeating myself, wars, racists, performing on stages, animal fur clothing (fuckin cruel), cruelty towards animals (dislikes HATES!), cats, drunk peoples who are very loud & scary, indecisive people, crowded places, loneliness, cigarettes and the sound made when the cutlery scratches the teeth or plate.

Expertise: crack jokes (that aren’t funny), laugh at own jokes, procrastinating, shouting, stoning, snorting like a pig, talking with super high pitch voices with puppies and dogs generally, being clumsy, being forgetful (every time I walk into a room forgetting what I went in there for), remembering useless stuff, laughing till I can barely breathe, giving advice, laughing non top without any sound and then suck in air loudly, doing a last minutes task( but still get almost a perfect outcome) and sleeping.