In which my bro and I shopping for books :)

Went to Popular Book store, Bintang Plaza with my Bro and 2other friends@ housemate today to finish up the balance of the Voucher. My Bro and I has spent the MYR150 last month and since today is the last date before it's due date which is today. Yeah, kinda last minute. The good thing is that my MARA loan is making it's way to my bank account. I love how efficient they worked. The money will be available every 1st day of the month. They never banking it later than that date. Okay, back to the story.

You know when there's too much books available but the voucher left is only MYR 50 so we need to choose wisely. My Bro especially having a hard time to choose his book. He want to buy the  buy " Chicken book for teenage soul" but he said it was sold out. To find men who like to read novel is quite rare. Same goes to my Bro. He's the one who didn't like the love story novel. He prefer the non- fiction book. So, he managed buy two books which are:

Meanwhile , I get this for myself. I want the " The girl with the tattoo book" but at the end I pick these book. I want the Stephen King book, Cecilia Ahern and Jodi Picoult but you know why right? I didn't have enough money. hehe. Note the 50% rebate? The  "Weird Sisters" cost is MYR 39.95 while  More Like Her" book cost is MYR 31. 90. I suppose to pay almost MYR 70++ right? but after the rebate, I paid MYR 55. 90. They take the lowest price between both of the books and the pricier book will be discounted and my second book is only cost me MYR 15. 95.  Make sure both of the book have the same 50% logo at the cover page. I know. Cheapskate right? :D I don't care because it makes me happy!

I'm feeling slightly relaxed~

Just submit 2 of my assignments today. In 2 weeks time, I will have 2 presentation. I can't wait to go back home.

Today, I will go to the Bintang Plaza to finish off my book voucher.

Since I have no assignment left, I will spending my time by watching all the k pop thingy again. I know the exploration of the human body ( Super Junior) is kinda old but I never watch it before and I still find it interesting. My college classmates and I have been exchanging the films and the Korean variety show. It is fun but beware of the virus okay. Externals/ hard discs is parked on my table today while I'm in class. Next week, there is still one externals left. That's how the student getting the latest film. 

My last minute solution

I'm so depressed. Yeah, it's the last minute assignment and the presentation again. For the 6th semester I'm still doing the same habit. I'm glad actually to do this last minute actually because when I will do it with a full concentration and I can do it much better. I know this is weird but I like it. This is my way to survive for the past 5 semester and I survived okay!hahaa.Considered my lucky.

btw, I'm so stress today and I'm splashed it to one of my classmate. I hate it when she's loud in the library when I really need to focus. I hate the fact that I did it to her. Haish

Full concentration..

..will be given from me for the precious time left. Precious time which mean "the only time left for me" to finish up all my assignments before it's submission date(this Friday) and prepare the 3 presentation slides.

Now, listening to my classmates who're now presenting something. Ahakz. I'm on their shoes last week. Doing the presentation. Cold sweat.

I want to touch the water eventhough it is just a plain salt water. But look at the colour~

Exams Worries & Woes?? 


Before the exams: 
Im worried for this particular subject/topic! 
Philippians 4:6-7 
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer 
and supplication, with thanks giving, let your 
requests be made known to God; and the peace of 
God which surpasses all understanding, will guard 
your heart and minds through Jesus Christ. 


My mind cannot concentrate during revision 
Isaiah 26:4 
You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is 
stayed on You, because he trusts in You. 


I cannot sleep peacefully nowadays. 
Psalms 3:5 
I lay down and sleptfor the Lord sustained me. 


Im physically and mentally fatigue. 
Isaiah 40:31 
But those who wait upon the Lord shall renew 
their strength; They shall mount up with wings like 
eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall 
walk and not faint. 


Theres no hope for Im too far behind to catch up! 
Psalms 43:5 
Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are 
you disquieted within me? Hope in God; For I shall 
yet praise Him, the help of my countenance and 
my God. 




During the exams: 
I dont understand whats this question all about! 
Proverbs 3:5-6 
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not 
on your own understanding, in all your ways 
acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths. 


I am too nervous to think properly! 
John 14:27 
Peace, I leave with you, My peace I give to you; 
not as the world gives, do I give to you. Let not 
your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. 


This question needs much wisdom and I dont have 
it 
James 1:5 
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God 
who gives all liberally and without reproach and it 
will be given to him. 




After exams: 
What will my results be like??? 
Psalms 37:4 
Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give 
you the desires of your heart. 


Does God care, if I fail? 
1 Peter 5:7 
Casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for 
you. 

Bad Day?

Right after I post my last post, something happen.

My carpet in my room is wet because of my water bottle is broken and all the water is splash all over the place. I didn't see it because it was at the end of my table. I'm so mad at my self because I am so careless. It is my second bottle afterall. My first bottle is broke when it slipped from my hand while I'm on my way from the college stairs and again, water is all over the place.

Then, my brother is rubbing salt over my wound @ adding to my moody day by kept talking and asking where am I going to do my practical. Why he need to ask when I already told him earlier my choice. He even said that I shouldn't be choosy. He even said many more sarcastically.

I'm pissed off now.

p/s Gonna start doing my assignment at 6am

I have 3 presentations and 2 assignments to go. The due date is on this Friday and I have 4 days to do both of the assignments.

Why I didn't start to move my arse off this chair and start to do it??
I'm in the lazy mode okay.
I'm not in the mood to do it.
Oh well. When will I have the mood?
I don't know and I'm not sure yet.

I have to do 1 presentation this Wednesday and I still didn't prepare anything. I haven't start searching for the material too.

I'm so gonna die!TT

messed up my sleeping time.

Actually time management to be frank.

TT

Korean Drama #7: I'm a flower, too

Now watching this. It is such a good drama and funny too. I think Lee Ji Ah is pretty to despite all of her gossip, I will still like her.

Looks like I'm free, right? I'm not okay. Watching korean drama is my way to reduce the level if my stress. Yes, excuses again. Actually, I still have 2 assignments and 3 presentation to go.

No matter how hard the trial, I should face it with the strength from God

*This post going to be a very SENSITIVE post. So like it or not, you have the right to NOT read it*

My grandparents( mum side) is both a Catholic. My grandma is grown up in a Catholic whereby my grandfather is used to be a Muslim but then he converted to a Catholic. Under some circumstances, he's back to his original religion after being a Catholic for almost 20 years.

My grandparents( dad side) is both raised in a Catholic family but it's just that they're not living as a Catholic. They tend to have their own beliefs and their own customs from the past generation. 

When I'm small, I realised how my parents didn't really making God as their priority. They do pray but not as often as it should be. My dad is busy with his work so the time he spent in the church is really limited. My siblings and I can choose whether we want to go to church or not but as we grew older, my parents always reminded us about Him.Maybe, it's because of their past environment that my parents grew up with, become a great influenced for them to not become a good Catholic BUT it is all in the past.

Now, my parents changed. So, do my siblings and I. This is all thanks to the trials and temptations that we've faced for this past few years. The pain is TOO great that we don't know what we should do and we ended up believing that God will always be by our side. Turned out, it is true. My family and I managed to face it all with the strength from Him. All he want is the FAITH. The simple faith.

Still, there are the problems and seems like it's even painful and greater than it was before but it's okay because we knew that God is working on something for us. At least, we know that God is going to be with us. 

I believe that God is always hearing my family and I prayers. Maybe the prayers will not gonna be answered on that moment but just wait because God know the reason why did he do that. Just have faith in Him.

My family and I are now working hard to be a good Catholic. To be a good children for Him. To be a better and holy person. 

Lord, have mercy on us.

Amen.

 

Korean Drama #5: Glowing She #6: Operation Proposal

I'm currently watching both of this dramas and now I'm still waiting for the drama in the website so that I would be able to download the current drama.

Glowing She

source 

I don't know how to rate this drama. This is a good drama but the progress in each episode is too slow that I'm getting bored and keep fast forwarding it. # *read more* So, you can guess how is it right? Anyhow, I will keep watching this drama because at least I can watch something. I mean I have an entertainment at least.

Operation Proposal

 

I'm getting impatient while watching this drama because of the lead actor characteristics( Kang Baek Ho). It's just pissed me off to see Kang Baek Ho( Yoo Seung Ho) attitude for Yi seul( Park Eun Bin). Can't wait to watch the entire episode. I hope it will be a good ending :)) *read more*

The Simple Gesture that...

...makes my heart melt.

Last night, after my night class ended, my classmate that used to send me back home is going home early and I have no choice but to ride my classmate( Roy) car. I've been rarely riding his car. They're 4 of us in the car and I am the only female. Then, when we reached my house, Roy suddenly rushed to open my door. I said it's okay but he insisted to do so. Actually, the door is broken and cannot be open from the inside but still there are another exit. Yet, he still offering himself to open the car's door.

He's younger than me but he is so matured. Isn't he so gentleman? No one ever do that to me. Even the guy that used to liked me before. His name is Jasni. He once fetch me from my house to the workplace where I used to work as a part timer. He didn't even bother to open the car's door for me. He is 28 years old that time.

See? Big difference right?

I think if I'm going to have a future boyfriend @ husband, I want someone that has Roy's quality too. As long as he is matured and can use think based on his common sense, that should be fine.

p/s Mentally and physically tired but I will still have a hectic week ahead. Good Mornight!

The Mr. KnowItALL

During my presentation last night, I mean while I was presenting, there is this man@ sissy man who've seated at the front seat of the class. It is the closest seat from where I've stand during the whole time of presentation.

While I delivering my words, this Mr.KnowItALL   suddenly laugh and you could see the smirk on his face. Luckily, I was too pre- occupied with my presentation that it didn't have much effect on me.

Funny, how Mr. KnowItALL , who I thought is a good guy before, could turn out to be a *monkey*
It's weird.
Eventhough you're jealous with what I've achieved you shouldn't do that!
Eventhough you hate me, you shouldn't disturb me on that moment!

I don't know someone who're so "genius" like you could turned to someone who's low as the monkey.
You want to ruined my presentation and messed it up?

Sorry.
I'm not going to let you do so!

Time is ticking..

..time is ticking, TICKING.

Have you ever been in this situation where 24 hours seems not enough. I don't know why I felt so but it's just that to even ironing my laundry, I think it will waste my precious time. I even deducted my sleep duration because of this feeling.

Now, I'm studying and reading all of the book for my presentation tomorrow which is the Safe Work Procedure. On Tuesday, I will have another presentation, which is the Office English. Wish me luck for both of my presentations this week. It's my final year so I will do my best but at the same time, I'm not going to put too much burden for myself because at the end it will always me who'll be depressed.

Take care,you.

Korean Drama #4: Flower Boy Ramyun Shop pt.1

I'm done watching this drama. I think this is a good romantic comedy drama because when I'm watching this, there are times where I will laughing all by myself. The story is really unexpected because when there's a romantic part, and I'm really into it suddenly it's not. I'm having so much fun watching it tho'. 

Note the pictures edited with a animation below and while watching it, you'll sometime will heard additional sounds. I find it cute!

 The type of ramyun cooked in this drama. I'm salivating while watching it and without realising, I'm eating ramyun too while watching it :)

Sujebi( Flour dough dumplings)

Steamed egg ramyun

You can read the preview *here*

My Plain Saturday

Good Morning?

It is really ODD for me to said "Good Morning" because of the fact that I'm not a morning person.

How did I managed to do it? Of course, I'm pulling an all niter again. Gonna sleep at 5:00pm later on because I need to watch all my movie collections which is stored in my lappy.

Just done doing my laundry for the entire clothes for this week. I just didn't have time to do it on the weekdays because I'm having a night class and I only slept in the morning so I'll be able to gain some energy. I didn't wash and hang my clothes outside because I'm afraid when I sleep, it will rain. So, I've made a decision not to do my laundry for the entire week. My laundry is now drying up not really nicely because the Mr. Sun is not coming out yet but at least it will still drying. Please don't rain today.

So, today all I do is watching movie, eating and sleeping. I'm not going anywhere or somewhere. This is how I spent my Saturday which is PLAIN. Why? I hate to walk or to do sightseeing at the mall because I only have little money so, I have to prevent myself from spending that little money left.

kthanxbye

Insulted in a good way and...

...it's pretty good for myself too.

Last Wednesday, I've attended my Occupational Stress and the class was just fine until suddenly the lecturer asked something to "us". He asked about the past lesson or the past semester matters and how on earth I cannot even answered him. I'm ashamed that I cannot even lift my head during the whole time. The lecturer frequently reminded the whole class that we're the final year students who're going to graduate this year and going to be release in the work environment next year.

I'm ashamed about the fact that I am the final year student, who didn't remember about the past 2 years lessons. I'm ashamed that I'm going to graduate this year yet I feel like my education level is not up to that "standard/ level" yet. I'm going to study like there's no tomorrow and keep learning.

I'm currently on my 6th semester and I only have 1 semester left. I'm going to look at the first semester lecture's notes and start to learn everything back again.

p/s Wish me luck (:

Baby Love, you light my world ;)

Korean Drama #3: Bad Couple

 

I know this is pretty old but I still watched it anyway. This is a story about an independent working women, who's single and she want to be a mother without a marriage( Miss. Mom). Finally, she met a man who she's claimed having the Korean best sperm which is so funny and that's how the story goes. The story line is okay and I think it's just the ending that left me feeling a bit unsatisfied.

This story reminds me of my future dream, which is sounds like her. The difference is I won't sleep with men just to get his sperm especially when I'm unmarried. I want to have the test tube baby but I know it is impossible because the hospital won't let it happen for unmarried woman.

Why unmarried? Sometimes, just thinking about marriage making me feeling uneasy. The commitment. Now, I think I need to change my dreams to something better. God's will, I think I'm going to adopt as many child as I can and giving/helping them especially in the education.

My faith

I'm going to be more faithful.
Thank you, Lord, St. Therese, Mother Mary and the Holy Spirit for the prayer answered.
I'm grateful to received it even-though I'm not worth it.
Thanks for making me believe that everything I ask, I should believe that I'm going to receive.
I'm sorry for being to thoughtless all this time.
Just realize that all you want is the faith.
To believe in Him no matter how hard life is treating me.
To trust Him and to keep praying even-though I don't feel like one.
To give it all to Him and let Him take care of it for me.
The faith that He always want from His child.

In Which The Message I see is Clear..

....eventhough it is just a 5 min clip. It's really good to watch something like this rather than wasting my time playing games. At least I can learn something, or I can digest the message and learn to be a better person. Learn to appreciate my life more rather than just complaining about my problems. Other people too have their own problems. The most important thing is just " Don't compare your life with others, you have no idea what their journey is all about." I'm pretty determined to see the bright side in every dark side I will face later on. Nope, I'm not asking for it but just preparing my self mentally. 

Peace and out (:

#nowlisteningto:

<Brian Joo: To Let This Die>

< Big Bang: Blue>

<IU: You & I>

<FT Island: Severely & Be My Girl> 

<Teen Top: Crazy>

<My Name: Message>

<Tara: Lovey Dovey>

I Wonder How My Parents....

taking care of my siblings and I when we're sick. They're both working and I still remember that one of them( either my mum or dad) will take 1 or 2 days off just to taking care of us.

Now, I'm having flu, fever and sore throat and I'm far away from home. I don't know what should I do. I mean I don't really know how to taking care of myself. If I'm home, my parents will make sure that they will put the warm cloth on my fore head to reduce the heat. Also, cooking chicken porridge or Chinese herbs and making me eat all the medication on time. I just don't know. I'm felt really weak right now to do all everything. I want my parents to be by my side( which is pretty impossible).

I only make sure that I'm drinking lot of warm water, having more sleep and eating more.

kthanksbye

#nowlisteningto: I Won't Give Up

The Day When I Suddenly...

...thinking like a matured women. erkkk..female? hmn, I'm not really sure how should I categorised my self as I'm 23 years old this year.

As I look upon the sky today, there are lot of stars and even a big round full moon. Suddenly, I thought, if only I could grab the star? I'm curious, you know and it's been such a long time after I've been this curious. Maybe I just have to marry an astronaut right if I want to learn anything about the stars and such but I think it would be REALLY impossible. 

 Thinking of my future. My family, my siblings, marriage, children and my own dreams. I wonder if my dreams could be achieve? I believe my future didn't based on luck but persistent and courage. I really hope so that everything will go well. I really want to be a good daughter, a good sisters and especially a good child of God. 

Thank you, Lord for all the blessings.

Note To Self: Please...please...

...stop procrastinating and start to do your assignment now. The due date is tomorrow hence you still doing useless thing. Please, stop wasting your precious time. Do your assignment now so you could have your sleep on 5am.

Those Eyes...

..that was glaring at me while I was laughing with my new friends. Funny, is it jealousy? So funny. Why they didn't become friendly themselves? Why need to look at me with that eyes? Never mind, it's Lent anyway and it's not my eyes who've judging me.


P/s That person doesn't deserve my attention. Me, on the other hand deserve better :))

My 6th Semester

How is it going?

As you know, I really hate group assignment especially when your group members didn't even care about the assignment. Where you got the law, the group leader supposed to the all the work and the members got the marks. Free marks they got without doing anything. I'm tired. I'm tired doing it alone. I don't know where should I share the burden? Should I share it to the group members who doesn't even give a fuck about the assignment?

Bad or Good situations, it's a blessing from Him~

Lent seasons, I think is the most challenging period for me. I don't know if it only me I do find it challenging. The temptations are 2 times tempting so I have to be strong to resist it all.

Last night, I have been scolding someone because she didn't co- operate with me. I'm almost explode but I don't and I think I still show the sign of anger to that person. After what happened, I began to regret it. It's lent but I cannot even holding the anger for the sake of this lent season. Realize it now and am not going to let it happen any more.

FYI, last night also something good happened. My bro, friend and I used to buy snacks, drinks, chicken skewers and the various  kind of fritters  at this one market that is only open on Thursday until Saturday from 14:00 until 22:30. So last night we went to this one stall. They sell the most delicious snacks and cakes too. I said I want to buy that is worth MYR 2.00 and I can get 6 pieces of them. Suddenly, the auntie putting all the things left in the containers to my plastics and said that the rest is free. She's been giving the other leftover for the different kind of cakes too and it's worth more that MYR 10.00 o_O. That was really kind of her. She even asked my friend who'd just arrive at her stall( he's on his way to buy some too) and the auntie said "you want it?I give it for free" and my friend said "sure!". We're so full that we cannot finished it all and now it was in the fridge. The auntie is so nice.

It's feels so good and I think it's a blessings from God. The auntie like having this instinct that my friends and I are coming from another state and maybe she think we're pitiful too. I'm not sure but I'm really grateful and I hope she will be blessed for doing a good deeds. I hope her business will go well too. May God bless her and her family. Amen.