Saturday, April 30, 2011

Yay!!!Am excited!!!

Currently in Miri International Airport. Waiting to check-in. Am excited. Am glad to be back home sooooooonnnnnn.Yes!! Even though it's just for 2 weeks time, at least I'm going back home...............Hope everything all is well at home....bye.....

Thursday, April 28, 2011

My Last Paper

Computer Concept exam will only bring 30% marks because 60%  was taken from the assignment. So, I'm a bit relaxed a bit knowing that I only have to sit for this exam for 2hours time, with 15 objectives questions and 1 essay..11 hours to go..hahahha..yeah..

What Should I Do?

So, 1 more paper to go before my exam is over, I have to do "some" revision" on my Computer Concepts notes today. Hope my bro & I could answer all the questions. Today, my paper is actually started on 7pm but the lecturer's came late and then with all the 200 students waiting in that small space, we're all drench in sweat which is seriously not uncomfortable situations before sitting for an exam. Am glad that it only lasted for 20 minutes.

Just want to share a good @ weird news. My bro is now currently working under one largest company & they happen to know that my other bro & I was taking this course of study ( Occupational Safety & Health). We still have another 1 year to go before we graduate, and now....we got the job offer..Of course, it's a good news..but I felt a bit weird about this..To know the fact that there's a company waiting@ booking for you while you're still studying..Hmm..I don't know..

So, pretty much. that's it.

p/s tomorrow is Friday...and I will be back home on Saturday...yay.. 

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Am counting...

So, only 3 more papers to go. This Friday will be my last paper so..yes!can't wait for this finals to over. Today's and yesterday papers was good, I hope I've got answer it all correct. Pretty much that's it.Going to pulling an all niter today for my revision, yes, you hear me. I'm doing my same old methods again, last minute revision. A bit sorry for my brain for have been pushing and forcing it with all of the notes/ formula. Hang on brain, just 3 days to go. We can do it!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Have A Blessed Easter

God our Father, by raising Christ your Son you conquered the power of death and opened for us the way to eternal life. Let our celebration today raise us up and renew our lives by the Spirit that is within us. Grant this through our Lord Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Christ is Risen indeed from the dead. Amen

Saturday, April 23, 2011

It's the Exam Seasons

I'm gonna work out my sweat next for the exam. Strive harder, i hope. Not procrastinate, I plead myself. Sleep more, I wish. Eat healthily, I must. Cut down the entertainment, I want. Even last night instead of doing revisions, my eyes turn to watching the You Tube thingy till 6am. T.T this is crisis.
What I really need to do now is to F.O.C.U.S instead of procrastinating over and over again. 
Having exams really sucks. It’s like whatever you do that does not involve studying makes you guilty and feel bad about yourself. I’ve felt it now. Seriously, can’t wait for it to be over. And I think I won't be able to blog anything during my exam since i need to focus doing my last minute revisions for this one whole week. 
p/s Planning on what to do after my exam.yay.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Learning To Let Go

Am stressed up because I need to give up upon the most important thing in my life. I hate myself for the fact that I cannot do anything and all I need is just to watch the situations. I'm frustrated, confused, hopeless and almost drown in my own world. There are times when I think that life's is just not fair. But there are times where I think my life is much better compare to others. But as time goes by, I started to realize how selfish I am. Yes, I want to control so everything happens in just the way I want it. The end of the day, I realize that I control nothing because it's all in God's hands, has always been and will always be. So, I try my best to do what I can and then let go, and let God handle the rest.

Happy Good Friday to everyone! May you always remember to be thankful, kind, and faithful to the Lord. Stay blessed!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

I wish I know My Destination

Obstacles were put here to help us learn the way to get through them. It does not know the road, but going down it that takes you to your destination.

It's Your Choice

 I am who I am and I can't stop being me. So like me, love me or hate me, the choice really is yours. 

Movie Marathon

I've been having movie marathon for this past few days. It's holiday @ study week and I know it's weird because I'm still have the gut to watch movies when exam is just around the corner. I don't know but that's how I do it. That's how I survive every semesters. I don't want to pushed myself to much and I'll only start doing my revision starting tomorrow. 

I know I'm a few centuries late but all of these movies was cool...I think I've watch some of these movies already but seems like I forgot the story line so I watch it back..



Hmm..a bit bored

Love the simplicity

This makes me feelings a bit determined to go to college

This is a hilarious one and I laugh almost all the time
I knew that Toy Story never disappoint me

As expected

Tuesday, April 19, 2011


"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves."
I understand this. I learnt about this quite a long time ago and I still need this now. I don't know how should describe this feelings. I used to hate this person and to even see her face really makes my blood goes high. She's hurt my family, she makes my mum cried a lot of times. She also broke my heart by her selfishness. Since it's a holy week, all the words that is lingering on my mind is "forgive". I don't know whether I'm able to forgive her after all of the pain she had cause. To forgive someone who's hurt you badly cannot be forced but I'll try my best to forgive her. It really requires lots of time and prayer.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Decision is Only Wishful Thinking Until You Take That First Irreversible Step

You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for me myself, is one of those times.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Palm Sunday

So, today is Palm Sunday which means we're on the last Sunday of lent and it's actually the beginning of the Holy Week. I miss the moment where all of my family members going to masses together every week without fail. The most part that I've remembered the best when it comes to wake us(my bro's, sister's and I) up early in the morning if the mass is in the morning . My parents need to knocked our door a few times( a lot of times actually) to make sure that we're really awake. My parents really played a big roles when it comes to the religious thing. They never failed to remind us to pray and to always be thankful for every single thing. I have to admit that I'm not religious but I try my best to be one. 
~Happy Palm Sunday~

Everything that I am & will be it is because of God because of his majesty which captures me and love that lives within me <3

Saturday, April 16, 2011

My Muse

Lately, I've been listening to this song over and over again..I don't's just so soothing..

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

When My Bro is in the Kitchen

My bro is offering himself to be a chef today..yeah..I like it because I don't need to cook today..and the things that makes me more happier is because I got a chance to taste the meals that cooked by my's not his first time to cook because he always cook for himself but it's my first to taste the meals that come from his hands..haha...It's weird when he said that he'll be cooking our dinner tonight and I was so shocked. When I'm going to the toilet and walking pass by the kitchen then I noticed all of  the roommates( men) were sitting and chatting at the dinner table..ohh..My bro don't want me to cook because of them..He don't like me to cook when they're around..and I'm glad that he's thinking that way because I also feels uncomfortable being around all of them especially when they're not my family members..credits to my bro for being a responsible bro..

Fried Chicken Wings with tomato

Monday, April 11, 2011


I want to go to beach like so badly now....

God still sits on the throne. You may be going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith. prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another