Tuesday, May 31, 2011

This is suppose to be yours

Bianca, this is what I want to do for you. But, it won't be materialize anymore.

Monday, May 30, 2011

You'll Always in my heart..

I called my family today as my bro & I have been missing them. I have chance to talked to my sister & my mum only while my bro have a chance to talked to dad, mum & my sister. I bet he's missing them so much right?

I talked & talked to my sister when she suddenly told me about my turtle, Bianca. She said that Bianca is died already. My tears flowed as a river. Yes, I cried over that turtle. Some says, why need to cry over a turtle? Yeah, Bianca is a turtle in your eyes, but in my eyes, she's more than a turtle to me. She's been a good and loyal friend of mine. When all my friends seems so far away, Bianca was always by my side. My mum said her time has come & I need to let her go.

I don't know. I just hate the fact that I cannot see her for the last time. Same thing goes to Barney. He also died when I'm away from home.Why Bianca? Why don't you wait for me. It will only 6 more weeks before I'm going back home.

Yesterday, I'll watch a lotsa videos on the You Tube about turtle. I've been doing lotsa research about you on your diet. I've been planning to buy something for you to be place on your place so that you'll feel good in that huge aquarium. I so mad at my self for not doing all of this things much earlier. There's so many things I want to do for you Bianca.

RIP to my dear, Bianca.Thanks for being part of my life for the last 6 years..T__T

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Hilarious School Exam Answers

Q. Name the four seasons
A. Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar
The following questions were set in last year’s GCSE examination in England.
These are genuine answers from 16 year olds, not very bright, but entertaining, 16 year olds.
Q. In a democratic society, how important are elections
A. Very important. Sex can only happen when a male gets an election
Q. What are steroids
A. Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs
Q. What happens to your body as you age
A. When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental
Q. What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty
A. He says goodbye to his boyhood and looks forward to his adultery
Q. Name a major disease associated with cigarettes
A. Premature death
Q. What is artificial insemination
A. When the farmer does it to the bull instead of the cow
Q. How can you delay milk turning sour
A. Keep it in the cow
Q. How are the main 20 parts of the body categorized (e.g. The abdomen)
A. The body is consisted into 3 parts – the brainium, the borax and the abdominal cavity. The brainium contains the brain, the borax contains the heart and lungs and the abdominal cavity contains the five bowels: A, E, I, O and U

I can only give away what I already have inside myself.

True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Most of my words are necessary

All too often I speak simply to fill the space with sound, because I felt too uncomfortable with the silence. But this silence is golden. Only in silence you can hear God speak to you. Only in silence can a real prayer, a heart prayer be born. Next time you start chattering, stop and feel into the silence, feel its shape, its texture, and then slowly and silently say only what really has to be said.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Am feeling sorry for him

Since my College moved to a new area, my bro, others and I been following this one friend who's living near to our place. This evening when we're on our way going back home, he didn't take a good sight that makes the his car scratches badly over that sharp edge of road divider. Being only 19 years old and just got his driving license for a few months, I can felt his nervousness.  I cannot imagine how his parents going to react when he reach his home with that "deep scratch". It's a brand new car and it was bought last year. After doing all the calculations, I think that will cost him, RM 700.00. I hope it will not go beyond this number. He just spent almost RM300.00 yesterday because of another problem with that car. Now, with this new problem some more.I'm just felt really bad for him. I think that if he didn't send us, this won't happen. The area which I'm living is a pretty busy place and I think that he'll not going here anymore after this incident. To my dear friend, Ardillus, I'm sorry and be strong okay. I know it's not my fault but I cannot ignored this feeling. I'm feeling bad about what had happened.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty.

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

Made My Day XD

oh my..I couldn't stop hitting the reply button again and again..So adorable.....!

He really had such an amazing voice and I'm just amazed and happy for him. It's just such a miracle.

Friday, May 20, 2011

The Guy on YouTube Singing with His Daughter?

These are the video's that have gone viral nowadays. I just like it. The way "this duo" singing a song. The way her daughter, Alexa sing a song. I don't know, but I think you guys gotta love it too.

"I'M JUST A FATHER OF TWO WORKING MY WAY THROUGH COLLEGE" that's what Alexa father's wrote on his channel. As I read about who they were, their past, I'm thinking that nothing is impossible. As long as you move on with your live, things will get better. I wish I could be like them. I mean not on the "fame" side, I wish that I could be strong and
never let my past effect me.

Thanks guys for making my day brighter and I just couldn't stop hitting the replays button again and again.

p/s Never let your past disappointments keep you from moving forward.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

I'm still single, so what?

One of my friends will getting engaged this week and I'm glad that I cannot attend it since I fed up with all of my other friends question. "Are You Still Single?". I hate it even more when they're planning a date for me with their friends of friends. I already told them many times on how I'm not really interested to get involve in this "LOVE" thingy but seems like they didn't understand me. I don't know. I think "LOVE" is something that don't need to be search as when the time comes it will come to us. That's what I always heard and I agree with it. I think this can wait. I still have a long way to go before I'm allowing myself to be thinking about "LOVE"". After all, now, I still got my family and friends by my side and that's good enough for me.

I have problems. I get annoyed too easily. I'm very competitive especially in sports. I'm super sensitive to almost everything. I laugh like a drag queen. I sleep like a pig. But one day, I hope that I'll meet  someone who loves me despite all these, and that's when I know he's a keeper;)

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Song That Currently on Playback List

Life is too short to let someone make you miserable. Remember, someone can only make you unhappy if you give them the power to do so.

You've Made My Day Again


Oh Luan! Although the annoying pitches...but dayummmmm people like him deliver message more clearer that any spectacles.

I Want To Eat Homecooked Meals

Even though I just came back from my hometown, KK few days ago, I'm started to have this feelings. The feelings where you're cravings for the meals that have been cooked by your mum, dad or even your siblings. When I reach college yesterday, my friend said that look fatter after just two weeks going back my hometown and I told her that the food at my hometown tastes the best that I've found myself eating and eating all the time like there's tomorrow. I think I gained almost 4KG. Surprise? No, I'm not because due to the amount of foods that I've eaten during that time, I know why my weight bounce that way but I still don't mind because now that I'm back here in Miri, I know for sure that the 4KG will shed itself due to my hectic students life. Btw, during holiday, I noticed that my mum and my younger sister have been cooking lotsa meat actually it was upon my request because during my 3 months here (Miri), I barely eat meat. I think I only get to eat meat only one time for that 3 months so I need to eat meat as my source of protein. Also, due to the heat at KK, they tend to cooked more "buang panas" dessert. But among all of those "buang panas" dessert, there's one "buang panas" that really caught my eyes. The one that cooked by my younger sister. Even though the color look way to dark, I'm impressed by the taste and the fragrance itself. I just love it.

Mix Red Beans Porridge

My sister cooked the red beans along with the peanuts, sago and the roasted sesame seed. I would like to have it again later on my next semester break.When i asked my sister why did she used sesame, she said it's good for the hair. And I bet she's right.

Monday, May 16, 2011

In Which I Wish To Learn From It

I hope I can be strong enough to face all of the hardships in life. Sometimes, the past did hurt me and I'm still adjusting myself to be a positive minded by thinking that there's a good reasons why it did happen to me. But sometimes, I just don't understand why did it happen to me. Yes, I know, I know. It will give me benefit someday.

Happy Teacher's Day

I like it when my teacher is treating me as one of their friend. I remembered when I'm in secondary school there's one teacher that really close to me. Although we're 15 years apart, but it really doesn't matter. I remember that year when she got pregnant, she told me how excited she was and I'm asking if I could touch his belly and to my surprised she said yes. It's my first time touching a baby bump and I'm just excited. From that moment, whenever we met, I will keep touching her belly. She would ask me to touch her belly when the baby's kicking because that's what I want to felt. I think our relationship is not only as a student and teacher but more like sister's. Now, it's been 6 years since I last met her and I wondered how's her life has been. I miss her. 

Happy Teachers' Day to the educators, teachers, learning facilitators, Professors, lecturers, tutors etc!!! :-D

The Semester Break @ Holiday is Over, Now Back To College

So, yes, I'm back...The 2 weeks holiday is over and I'm going to attend my classes which started today. It will be my 4th Semester and I'm glad that I'm only have 2 subjects for this semester compare to 6 subjects on my last semester. I think things will still be tough because I need to learn, understand and mastering this subjects quickly since it will be a very short semester( 1 and a half month only). So, my subjects for this semester are:


Wait..how did I spent my 2 weeks holiday?? Know what??I'm using it wisely this time by spending my time more with my dear family and my pets..Micky the cat and Bianca the green turtle..I can say that I'm staying at home most of the time and I really enjoyed it...I love being surrounded by them, chatting around, joking over each other jokes, gardening, watching movies,cooking and eating together...But now, my body is still aches because I've been doing spring cleaning while at home..Am glad that my bro is lending his hand to help me to do the other heavy chores..It takes almost 3 days to clean the entire house and that's what makes me really happy..I love the fact that my parents and my siblings is living in a dust free and clean environment..Am looking forward for my next semester break...I think I want to start gardening...I hope I could make it happen..