Because I kinda like our daily routine

Last week I get my new boss. He's 30 years old.

He pretty puntual. Before 8 am he will always be at the plant.

Today, he went to bintulu. I'm quite sad because I like our routine already.

His spirit. His order.

Emptiness and Loneliness

Being alone is the thing that I hate the most. I felt so lonely and empty now. It's killing me. I know this feeling will subside but going through this now, it's break my heart.

Imagine how close I am with this women called Zura and now she left. After 3 months working together. She's my partner in crime. I'm so sad. There's no words can describe how I felt right now but all I can say is that I feel so empty.

An Old Lady

An old lady just praise me for having the initiative to work.

Never in my 25 years of living, to be praised for working.

I never felt proud for my job before but now I kinda feel proud by the fact that I'm working.

The old lady said it's a good thing that I'm working because not only that I don't have to ask my parents for money, I also would learn a lot of things. I agreed because the experience of working is really different from studying whereby working is the reality of life. The experience itself is really priceless.

The old lady made me think about lotsa things today. Her wise advice makes me realize that sometimes a simple conversation with strangers is the best way to learn about life ups and downs.

Thanks old lady. 

I will remember you. 

Multitasking

It's 02:31 am and my eyes still didn't show any sign of tiredness yet even after many  hours infront of my lappy.

Just now,someone just cook and there's another one. I could hear it all because my room is the nearest with the kitchen. I could hear the housemates bursting into laughing while they're playing game. It's like weird you know. Maybe this is the normal student's schedule. I'm happy because now, I find other people who's really have the same sleeping pattern as me and I think I'm normal too. It's hard to find someone who's sleeping at 8am and wake up at 3pm. Here, I found them.


Watching the korean drama here and doing my assignment as well as facebooking. Multitasking enough?:)

Her Engagement

My childhood friend is engaged but I'm a bit frustrated as I couldn't attend her big day. I wish I could attend her engagement, I really want to be by her side, to see her glowing face. All I could do is to pray for her happiness.

Carol & Eli

    

They've been together for 9 years & Eli is her first love. Isn't it really good to have your first love as you husband? The first and the last? I really like this kind of idea..Ohh..Isn't it sweet...XD

Am feeling sorry for him

Since my College moved to a new area, my bro, others and I been following this one friend who's living near to our place. This evening when we're on our way going back home, he didn't take a good sight that makes the his car scratches badly over that sharp edge of road divider. Being only 19 years old and just got his driving license for a few months, I can felt his nervousness.  I cannot imagine how his parents going to react when he reach his home with that "deep scratch". It's a brand new car and it was bought last year. After doing all the calculations, I think that will cost him, RM 700.00. I hope it will not go beyond this number. He just spent almost RM300.00 yesterday because of another problem with that car. Now, with this new problem some more.I'm just felt really bad for him. I think that if he didn't send us, this won't happen. The area which I'm living is a pretty busy place and I think that he'll not going here anymore after this incident. To my dear friend, Ardillus, I'm sorry and be strong okay. I know it's not my fault but I cannot ignored this feeling. I'm feeling bad about what had happened.

F.r.i.e.n.d.s

It's been a long time since the all of us meet..
I guess it's been over 3 years?
I know..It's not like we're apart by millions of miles but still the timing is always not right..
When I go back to my hometown, they're not having a holiday..
So..that's why...

We've been friends for almost 8 years..We've been friends since form 1 so there's a lot of thing that had happened during that 8 years of friendships...Lots of love..lots of conflicts but we still manage to keep our promises.

They are the only one that understand me the most other than my family..

I really miss them now. I miss their words that actually therapeutic. When I'm down, they offer their ears for me..and I also will do the same thing...

Now,we've been in our own direction of life. Different path of life, different career/ course of studies, different town, but there are 1 things that remain the same..

OUR PRECIOUS FRIENDSHIP'S