While I was having my dinner, I have this thought in my head which is a very random thought. Which is: I'm going to give my full concentration on my study so no "love" at this moment. I just think that I won't be able to focus on my studies if I involve in "love" or in the other words, being with someone or in relationship. Am I have no feelings towards men at all? Of course I do have feelings for them but I think this is not the right moment yet.
I promised to study hard so I can give my parents what they never had. A better life.